June 9 2018

Today was the day I do the Radio Show, Lives Changed. I never get any feedback from anyone, so I never know how people like or don't like the show. I just keep plugging away, talking to the tree outside the window and it keeps bobbing its branches up and down like it is listening and approving of what I am saying. In the summer it looks so happy with it leaves out and so pretty. In the winter, it looks so sad and lonely. We had such a warm winter, it started to bud out and I was afraid we would lose it, but here it is in all its majestic beauty.

I love being out in the country with the big old trees and my big windows that let the sun through so that I get light. In our other house, we had big windows and I felt like I lived in the woods with Snow White. We had all the animals passing through and it was beautiful, but unless I went outside there was no sunlight because sun could not reach inside the house. It was a beautiful house and I loved every inch of it and the woods, but it was a depressing house too because there was no sun. When you have chronic depression you need the sun.

After the program today, I wrote some for next week's show. I was given inspiration over night for an article for next week. It happens like that a lot. I will go to bed and pray for inspiration and before I am done with prayers, another article will appear in my head. It is funny how that works, not funny haha but strange. I love it though and it certainly helpful.

Then, usually I have to take a nap on Saturday's because I have to get up so early for the radio show. I really love doing the radio show and hope it is helping people. I would hate to think that no one was getting anything out of it.

Then, late yesterday I got a call from Book Writing, Inc to approve the final copy of the book, but when I looked at it again it was the unfixed copy of the audible version of the book. The same version they sent me before, so I sent it to them again and asked why they keep sending me a version of the audible copy that has not been fixed? So frustrating! So, another week passes. Oh well, maybe next week it will finally be done. I hope so! I have finished editing everything, the book cover is finished and I love it! Well, 'til next time Diary.

Deb Lundquist
 

After 18 years of living with this as a roommate, I feel I know Fibromyalgia well. Now, it is my passion to help people with Fibromyalgia and chronic pain take back control of their lives.